Note to Self:

Stop venting on blogger - nobody wants to read all that whiny crap!

See? i'm feeling better, more upbeat. WTF? I'm trying to record all this in case the meds are making things worse. I love my mother and just want her to feel good, even if she doesn't make it up here.

I suck at life right now, and it's bothering me. I want to feel good and have fun!