Yes, I'm still alive and somewhat sane

I WANT to blog. I really, really do. I don't know what is blocking me. I really, really don't. Except that of recent, I want to talk about some pretty deep private stuff. And too many people who just know the fluffy me read this and dammit, I don't know why.. I just don't feel like I can talk openly sometimes.

But. Things are pretty good. It's spring so the weather's wacky but I can deal. I bought some nice new plants for my yard....

ok, see how boring this is? I'm boring myself! Let me start over and try again.